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Waiting to Hear Back

by Druze Bluze

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1.
It's Time 05:30
It's time to take action, it's time to drop the gloves It's time to make it known that I want your love It's time to get in trouble, it's time to start a fight It's time to catapult myself into the light And I'm waiting to decide, I can't see it now, but I know that someday I'll see it somehow And the longer I wait, the clearer my choices will become, right? Right? No? No, that's not the answer, it's a bit more complex You're not just sifting through sand for an X So let the clock scan a metal detector on your heart and go from there Do you start out at 100 or 0? Are you gonna be the goat or be the hero? It's time to make it happen, it's time to get in the car It's time to stop being ordinary and do something bizarre Didn't even have time to rub the crust out of my eyes Before we had to pile in to start the long drive The moon is chasing us on a parallel line In a pointless race that began a quarter to nine Well it can surely get close but it'll never be mine And I'm waiting to decide, I can't see it now, but I know that someday I'll see it somehow But the shorter I take to make my decision will be rushed, right? Right? No? No, that's not the answer, that's a little extreme Sometimes your first thought is at smart as it seems So send your brain to a meeting with that thing in your chest and see what they can scheme Together, they'll work forever, conspire together to haunt you, whether they make you crazy or they make you go insane They'll show you up, they'll do you one more, they'll drag you down and kick you out the door like a bad habit that you can't contain Of course, the irony about this is that without the aforementioned things, all this I wouldn't be able to explain It's always time, every second's not a new beginning We're not doing the robot, if you start spinning you're gonna keep spinning When you say 'it's time,' it's really insignificant 'Cause once you say 'it's time,' it's just time again Well I'm waiting to hear back but I need some help Like I told you before, I can't do it myself and I'm trying hard, but sometimes that's not enough, right? Right, yup Like girls on Facebook give each other support, wish happy birthday and good luck like it was a sport At least give me a day or a week when you might respond to me
2.
On the Verge 06:53
Oh, you don't see too far I see the canopy and its periphery Juggling there and then when you're here But I would let it all go just to keep you near Oh, give them to me We lied down and kissed to him in the here Barely coherent with all the fog that's around It's been a starless sky and a soggy, wet ground The fragments, they scatter, from a concise paragraph My love was too heavy and I only want it back I've wasted enough eyelashes to make it work Let me be blunt, Justin's gone away Emma will sit now forever in the fray My arms are wide and open, a bolted door unlocked And the grizzly bears and ravens are clawing at their flock I'm on the precipice, I'm on the verge Turn your camera on quickly so we can relive what just occurred When our expressions are worth more than 1,000 words And why the rain takes its vengeance out on this place, I don't know There's so much of it it looks like we're on the set of a movie Dribble it off your foot, a fastball to the thigh I'm the athlete and you're the referee Drippy floor melting again with your eyes straight ahead I never wanted to dance and I don't wanna be dead Yeah, everyone'll care when you're dead and gone But who's asking about how you're living and how you're carrying on? And they say that less is more, but of course that isn't true For if it was, only one of those words would exist And it's such a frustrating thing to have to speak the way I sing But for now, I guess it'll have to do
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I'm up in my room, it's time for bed While all of these thoughts swirl in my head And they can't escape, try as I might To convert the day into the night I dive without stress, my body's relaxed I slowly succomb to sleep like the wax of a Candle that burned for some time for you I wanted to do everything we went through Together, I thought it'd last for a while Now I would do anything to just make you smile Who's to say what I can and cannot think? At the end of another lonely day Another me is loving you while I sleep My pillow is cold, I'm under the sheets I'll be nice and warm as it snows while I sleep But I won't dream of you, my decision's been made In a matter of time, those memories will fade Far from my brain and I can't take the pain Of trying to jump into an oncoming train At least that's how it feels trying to move on Abracadabra, poof, and it's gone Away down the stream, like the rush of a creek I hope that someday you can find what you seek In the end, we will all find our place Until then, I'm content to leave a trace Another me is loving you while I sleep I don't want you to hear this and think I'm a creep, but... Don't tell me the secrets you're able to keep I turned off the radio, I'm done counting sheep Another me is loving you while I sleep
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It's been another long week of doing nothing and talking to no one and I'm utterly exhausted again New York City, tell me, what do you want me to do tonight? I think I'll end up sleeping in one of my best friends' brothers' beds I'll meet you at the cheap beer when you come, but right now I am preoccupied with everyone running through this station Maybe I'm paranoid, I want to open up everyone here as a tab and save them to check out later Hooray, I've got another part-time interview today, I'm gonna make a big impression I put my feet into my mouths and roll my tongue down my shirt, I slobber everywhere I slobber everywhere I plop into a chair without arms and I'm suddenly overcome by a feeling of discomfort Cause I've got nowhere to place my dangling limbs, like that time you told me you were too busy, and you just couldn't fit it anywhere I'm in the middle of something I'm cooking up something good Think I was in the middle of something I'll get to the end if I could I slide into a chair without arms and I swivel over to you when you least expect it I'm playing one of the songs that I wrote just for you but you can't hear it No, you can't hear it
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Lying in Bed 00:29
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Oh Well! 03:14
I thought about it and aimed to tell you how I feel I danced around it to make sure that it was real Filled in my answers and handed in the test It was time for you to process my request We got together and had a real good time Talked to you often, got to call you mine Played with each other, even went on a date Made some other fun memories, and it was great That's when things began to take a turn for the worse You dropped me off and put your car in reverse Then it was over - oh well! - woe is me That's OK, I'll find someone else, maybe
8.
Won't you give me some help and illuminate the exits? And I can't seem to find where my life vest is stowed How can she remain so calm with what's in store for her? How would I react in this actual scenario? At 33,000 feet up in the air, what am I not thinking of? Turbulence, when I get back I'm gonna be king of the world Well I got nothin to say, nothin to do, nothin but time to sit and think of you And what might have happened if I had done this or you had done that or we'd ever kissed But I'm flying over London, and how many people do I know that've lived there? And what are they doing, and who should I call, and who do I really care for at all? And where have you been, and what should I be, and which of the new movies out should I see? If any at all, cause the prices are high, and the tickets are so expensive to buy Then I plug in my headphones and put on The Shins, and my neighbor turns on Glee as I cringe But who am I to judge what she likes? Maybe I'm missing out by not watching it ...But probably not I thought there was lightning in the sky, but it was just taking a picture of me
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Make It Up 05:39
You've got a lot to do but not a lot of time You're trying to walk in a straight line But you forgot what you learned in school Don't do what you're supposed to and break every rule On rainy days when you've got nothing to do You accomplish something to make yourself feel true So you curl up on the couch with a book You think of a million things you wanna cook But then you realize you don't read so much And there's nothing you really feel like making for lunch Instead, you'll really do what you wanna do And if that involves nothing, well, then, that's fine, too I've made up my mind My mind's made up me When you're not sure Make it up and just be

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While waiting to hear back about jobs my first year after college, I wrote and recorded these nine songs mostly in my basement. Enjoy & share.

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Contact: MDF62289@gmail.com

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released June 29, 2012

Max - guitars, drums, vocals, lyrics, keyboard, piano (i.e. everything)

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